Its hard to make important decision in your life and this happened to me recently. ok... no emotional stuff now.

Oh well as you can see i write again^^ Im not even sure whether people will know that i write here again cause it has been months since ive updated. Recently, ive known this amazing yet weird guy and this guy really gain my trust. I know that i can't really rely on guy's talks but he is just simply insane. Not insane about me. lol . But the life that he led. It was the first time for me to eventually know about a person who actually tried to commit suicide over 600 times and was still alive. It might sound insane but he was deaf before and he removed it himself. omg right?

Most of all, he is someone that i can trust. There's many weird things about him that i couldnt write here. But i really really really thank god that ive known him.. it made me appreciate myself for who i am now.