Not gonna post pictures but i will write kind of alot today^^


So this week was kinda hectic cause firstly on Monday, i went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to medical review with my mum and best of all i got to eat alot of spegatti after until i felt like i wanna puke. lol ni la org gelojoh... nampak semua nak mkn. I was having a thought of eating Chicken Rice but after i saw the western food banner, my mind changed. haha k alright. That's basically it on Monday.

On Tuesday, for the first time, i met Sri Amirah in person^^ yeah she's beautiful as usual and i kinda look chubby compared to her._. so yeah, we decided to take our meal first before shopping our money off. lol i felt like crying every time my $10 note fly out just like that.. but what to do.. i still do it though. And i never knew bugis st was big. lol cause i never went to the deeper parts of it so i had no idea still eiyrah lead me the way. hehs. after that, went AMK hub and bought Rubi wedges for $15. i swear its waste of my money. it's not comfortable AT ALL. i was in pain when i walked. lolol~ okay ive learned my lesson so that's it.

On Wednesday, which was today, met my two dearest primary school mate to watch the movie, 'the man from nowhere'. Its irritating that we actually went back to Serangoon from Pasir Ris just to take one of my friend's ic cause the movie was NC 16 and when we went back, they didnt even checked our ic damn watse time and money ok. so watched the movie and its soooooooooo freaking good man! 5 stars! wohoo.. leading actor so handsome and i was shrieking all the way. lol and also not to forget, i always said that he looked like Jonghun from FTi which was HOT! freaking hot!i must rewatch it on youtube. lol after that, when soul garden to eat. and yeah it was super cool as it was my first time going to the ones that order through the computer. yes its much better than the normal ones. I was laughing at the middle part like mad women because of my super lame jokes.
Q: How does Dipsy had his name?
A: Because he had a dipstick on his head.

LOL
i laughed like a mad person i tell u. i laughed till i cried and went back to laughing again. hahaha so kecoh. My friends followed me laugh because of my laugh and not the joke, get it? 'Sometimes the person's laugh is more hilarious than the joke he/she makes' hahaha and that's me. And guess what, i bought bright red dye. im so gonna dye my hair red. hee~ watch me shine bitch.

OMG . lololol~

Hello again users...^^

I felt so proud to be in that picture. lol esp the green eyes. ok stop it.
Life has been great so far. Thanks to that special someone who have been supporting me till the end(;
So USS that had been planned by Farid has been canceled. I damn sad okay? My only chance to ride the roller coaster is ruined. But Sharifah insisted on going this Thursday but im not that confirm that the ticket can get so soon lah.. idk.. hahaha. but wth ppl can go for cheap, i also want right.

Okay u know why i took this pictures? lol actually i got an inspiration from tumblr users. Their pictures all oh so nice and of course they took it using the DSLR cameras mostly was nikon. i was like, 'Walao... i aslo want nice damn pictures liddat!'
And since i have a dlsr camera.. so its possible. So there <---

Its hard to make important decision in your life and this happened to me recently. ok... no emotional stuff now.

Oh well as you can see i write again^^ Im not even sure whether people will know that i write here again cause it has been months since ive updated. Recently, ive known this amazing yet weird guy and this guy really gain my trust. I know that i can't really rely on guy's talks but he is just simply insane. Not insane about me. lol . But the life that he led. It was the first time for me to eventually know about a person who actually tried to commit suicide over 600 times and was still alive. It might sound insane but he was deaf before and he removed it himself. omg right?

Most of all, he is someone that i can trust. There's many weird things about him that i couldnt write here. But i really really really thank god that ive known him.. it made me appreciate myself for who i am now.

Hello once again :)

For a second, i thought i forgot how to blog using blogspot cause for awhile now i have been using Tumblr which was mostly i used to express how i felt by pics. I mean it's EASIER than doing all the writing and stuff.

My life now has it's up and down and i dont even care about people who does not even need me in their life. FO. Yeah it's really really weird that some people don't even know what to do with themselves and still blame others for it. Reality check everyone, there's people around you that still cares and it's just you who didnt even care to appreciate it. Well then, why do i bother? Do you still remember the word, ' Friends '? Then what do being friends are for? Just to hang around with you and just HEAR things that you have to say or friends that LISTEN to you and care about you? Its just how differently every individuals handle it. And it sucks here for me.

So i will try to be selfish from now on... and don't blame me if i did not even care about you. Hope that will satisfy you a whole lot more.

And yeah, there's still a whole lot more friends that need me and still care for me... and i am happy for that. It's life .. you can't just pause in anywhere you like but just continue to accept the fate given.

Next, i' m currently sitting for olvl like again but heck care, i'll get distinction for my subjects. I know i' m slow and all but again , success waits for me in the end and i just need to take the safe route as long as there's still people who supports me.

I think i should blog often cause seriously, it improves my english . lol
Lastly, Junhyung down there had been catching my attention since he shared with me our problems together. LoL. My chubby squishy cute prince Junhyung ;)